I wish i had someone to talk to right now.  :(

I’m at such a shitty point right now.

I can’t control any of my emotions. II love everyday with anxiety and feel at the brink of breaking down almost everyday. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone anymore without annoying them and feeling extremely guilty. I’m feel like I’m better off dead. No one cares anymore, I think they are tired of hearing about my shit. I don’t blame anyone but myself.

I really want to cut myself.

this fucking sucks.

thank you

The nights when you drink alone. I’m pathetic

Blah

All I want to do is slit my fucking wrists and die. Fuck FUCKKKKI

Fucking hate myself to care anymore

I just got back from the mall.

I had to go by myself, NEVER EVER WILL I DO THIS AGAIN.  ugh.  stupid social anxiety.  That was awful.

i fucking HATE my life. And I hate they you made me into.

FUCKING GODDAMN SHIT.  I HATE YOU